I slept fine. I exercised a lot to wear myself out since it's really.. Sanguis is weird. I ate a rare steak for dinner last night and that was only because logically I knew I should cook it first. Oh- and I got some camphor to put under my nose so I can't smell anything so I don't want to do anything inappropriate. It was just easier to tire myself out.
[ And she doesn't dream as much when she's exhausted either, so it's a bonus. She doesn't want to share that her primary wants since this started have been fighting and banging, especially when smells set her off.
She bumps her arm against his as they walk, though stays against him if he doesn't pull away, holding his hand. ]
It's not really like anger. It's more like.. yesterday when I smelled Ryouta at your apartment, I wanted to tie you up and keep you to myself and kill anyone who came near you. Which I know isn't normal easily enough to know I needed to back off... It's not as bad when I can't smell anything though.
[ She hopes that doesn't scare him. He already knows she's clingy and violent normally, Sanguis just makes it way worse.. but as long as no one gets in her territory (within arm's length of Akashi) it.. should be ok. She squeezes his hand back and tilts her head to rest it on his shoulder. ]
[ ... That's alarming. Akashi looks at her, concerned, before looking back at where they're going. ]
Please don't harm anyone, Emerald.
[ He says it as a request, not a reminder. Emerald knows it's bad, but... she'll need to control herself. He's not really sure what else to say beyond that, and ignoring it wouldn't be good, either. ]
It's just us today. You don't have to worry about anyone coming between us.
I know. If I didn't think I could control it, I would've told you I wanted to go another time.
[ But honestly, if anyone tries to screw with Akashi while he's got a Sanguis-blessed latched onto his arm they kind of deserve whatever's coming their way, she thinks. She doesn't say that part out loud. ]
I've done really well, I'm not going to let a moon be the reason I screw up.
[ ... he's not sure what personality changes he'd have with the moonblessing he deserves, but!!! He wonders if Emerald would like him still if he looked like a snake. ]
[ She thinks about it for a second, quiet because she's lost in her thoughts for a moment. ]
I think I might have a thing for being marked, so even beyond the regular "yes"...
[ She has... A few marks under her clothes right now honestly. They're mostly faded though. She should probably use her aura before they get home tonight and heal up. ]
As long as you don't bite hard enough to like, take a chunk out or anything. It's kind of...
[ She doesn't really know how to explain it. ] It hurts, but in a good way. I don't know how to explain it unless I show you, but I'm not showing you until I don't have these.
[ She points to her mouth with her free hand. She's absolutely sure these would puncture rather than mark and she knows he's not down for that. ]
[ He sounds thoughtful. Admittedly, he's a little curious, but he'd likely not be fond of having marks all over his skin. Akashi just likes being clean and tidy in all sorts of ways. ]
Well, it wouldn't hurt to give it a try in the future.
[ That answers her question, and they're approaching his place so she runs ahead.. and she's going to claim that she wins even if she didn't inform him they were racing if she gets there first. ]
[ This is the only way she can win, thank you for not arguing. She appreciates it. ]
It's our first date. I want to drop stuff off and get going.
[ She would've been happy if he took her to the store and pushed her around in a grocery cart, but they're going to a theme park!! What isn't there to be excited about?
Emerald waits for him to open the door though. Barely. She's barely being patient. ]
[ He slips an arm around Emerald's waist once he's close enough so he can give her a kiss on the cheek. He's determined to give Emerald so much attention today that she's going to get sick of it. ]
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It's fine. This way I don't have to carry anything around except for the extra stuff you want me to take.
[ Look she got sunscreen anything else is extra af she doesn't think she needs it. She's heading towards his apartment though. ]
I can just dump my bag and we can share one to the park.
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Did you get to sleep well?
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[ And she doesn't dream as much when she's exhausted either, so it's a bonus. She doesn't want to share that her primary wants since this started have been fighting and banging, especially when smells set her off.
She bumps her arm against his as they walk, though stays against him if he doesn't pull away, holding his hand. ]
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[ But Akashi won't leave her. He doesn't want Emerald to get in trouble in case she starts a fight or causes a scene, though.
He squeezes her hand jus a little tighter. He doesn't pull away from her, either. ]
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[ She hopes that doesn't scare him. He already knows she's clingy and violent normally, Sanguis just makes it way worse.. but as long as no one gets in her territory (within arm's length of Akashi) it.. should be ok. She squeezes his hand back and tilts her head to rest it on his shoulder. ]
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Please don't harm anyone, Emerald.
[ He says it as a request, not a reminder. Emerald knows it's bad, but... she'll need to control herself. He's not really sure what else to say beyond that, and ignoring it wouldn't be good, either. ]
It's just us today. You don't have to worry about anyone coming between us.
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[ But honestly, if anyone tries to screw with Akashi while he's got a Sanguis-blessed latched onto his arm they kind of deserve whatever's coming their way, she thinks. She doesn't say that part out loud. ]
I've done really well, I'm not going to let a moon be the reason I screw up.
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[ What if the traits keep multiplying during the cycle? ]
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[ Though that's got a lot to do with Akashi more than herself. ]
But everything else, not really. I'm just glad I know how I usually feel and can tell what I should ignore.
[ And thankfully she does have a lot of practice ignoring her instincts and emotions because of Cinder. ]
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[ ... he's not sure what personality changes he'd have with the moonblessing he deserves, but!!! He wonders if Emerald would like him still if he looked like a snake. ]
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I think I might have a thing for being marked, so even beyond the regular "yes"...
[ She has... A few marks under her clothes right now honestly. They're mostly faded though. She should probably use her aura before they get home tonight and heal up. ]
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I wouldn't want to hurt you with my teeth.
[ Or with anything else, really. ]
Does it really feel good?
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[ She doesn't really know how to explain it. ] It hurts, but in a good way. I don't know how to explain it unless I show you, but I'm not showing you until I don't have these.
[ She points to her mouth with her free hand. She's absolutely sure these would puncture rather than mark and she knows he's not down for that. ]
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[ He sounds thoughtful. Admittedly, he's a little curious, but he'd likely not be fond of having marks all over his skin. Akashi just likes being clean and tidy in all sorts of ways. ]
Well, it wouldn't hurt to give it a try in the future.
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[ Because they were talking about it hurting.................. that was so lame Akashi?? ]
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[ Clearly, it wasn't. ]
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[ That answers her question, and they're approaching his place so she runs ahead.. and she's going to claim that she wins even if she didn't inform him they were racing if she gets there first. ]
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Someone's excited.
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It's our first date. I want to drop stuff off and get going.
[ She would've been happy if he took her to the store and pushed her around in a grocery cart, but they're going to a theme park!! What isn't there to be excited about?
Emerald waits for him to open the door though. Barely. She's barely being patient. ]
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I'll just go upstairs to get an extra set of clothes.
[ Emerald can go around or do whatever. In the meantime, Akashi goes up for his clothes. He'll put his shirt and pants in Emerald's bag. ]
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I'm borrowing him from you today, you'll have to deal with it, okay? We'll find you a souvenir.
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[ He slips an arm around Emerald's waist once he's close enough so he can give her a kiss on the cheek. He's determined to give Emerald so much attention today that she's going to get sick of it. ]
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[ She leans her back against Akashi as she straightens up. She turns her head to give him a quick kiss to his cheek back. ]
Ready?
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[ Sorry, Em, you'll have to carry his things... ]
We can go now if the two of you are done talking.
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[ It's fine, she's not even bothered. Though he'll open up her bag and realize her weapons are in there............ just in case. ]
Bye Yukimaru. [ She's busy waving to the horse though so ]
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