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[ While his back is to her, she presses small kisses to his neck. She responds when he turns back again and she can make eye contact. ]

I love you, and you're the only person I've seen all day.

[ At least for today, the whole world doesn't matter. Only the two of them. She follows him in, pulling the door closed behind her before leaning back against it and trying to tug him to be the one to pin her to the door this time. ]

The people in the park saw you, and so did the people at the restaurant.

[ He definitely saw some people checking her out because she's barely wearing anything!! But now, Akashi can stop worrying about other people looking at her. 😌 It's just them now. Even though he's being selfish and excluding Mayuzumi from this, he doesn't care. Today, his focus is on Emerald and her alone.

With Emerald's back against the door, there's not much space for her to move. Akashi leans in to capture her lips in his, not at all warming her up. It's hot and passionate right away. There's no need to warm up when he's been waiting for this for so long. ]

[ She really hadn't noticed. Emerald isn't very self-conscious to begin with about her appearance, but more than that, her focus really was Akashi all day. The only exception was when they had to order food, and she can't even remember the employee's faces she was paying so little attention.

It's all about him today and she meant that, but it isn't as if it was hard to do. She wants to pay attention to him often. And she loves it when he pays attention to her, especially like this. She loves how he's weirdly possessive of her attention, she loves the warmth of his lips against hers, she loves him.

She uses her semblance again, this time to make her voice speak in his head so they don't have to break the kiss. It's important he knows. ]

I love you, Seijuro.

[ Her hands move to the buttons of his shirt, not hiding her intentions at all this time as she returns the kiss and undoes them. She parts her lips invitingly, tugging him closer with either side of his shirt once the buttons are freed. ]

[ Akashi moves closer, but his attention's shifted elsewhere. Emerald's voice in his head is almost... surreal. It's distracting, and he's stopped kissing her in favour of looking at her to figure out where the sound came from.

He knows she can make others see illusions, but was that one, too?

The rise and fall of his chest is quick and heavy, and with his skin exposed, it feels a little cold, but that's not something he thinks about now. In the end, he still breaks the kiss. Sorry, Em. ]

How did you do that?

[ They aren't in Empatheias anymore, so telepathy shouldn't be a thing... ]

[ That produces a very real whining sound when he stops. And yes it absolutely gets accompanied by a pout. She slowly sways her shoulders and chest back and forth, as if trying to tempt him. ]

My semblance. I just made you hear my voice since I didn't want you to stop kissing me...

[ Like he just did!! 😖 ]

I can't return the favour that way.

[ But he does realise she's pouting and upset and is trying to get him to kiss her back. He does, chucking just as he leans in to kiss her on the neck. Soft, gentle, yet hungry kisses. His teeth nibble on her skin like a fish would. It's almost tickling the way he does it. And she won't have her jacket on for long, because he's running his hand down his shoulder, pushing both sleeves down her arms and off. ]

[ He didn't say it anyway though?! And now she wants it more than the kiss but she's not getting it?!

Which then results in her bouncing on her heels impatiently, restlessly, as he kisses her neck. It tickles and sends electricity through her veins. ]

You have to say it if you're going to complain about but getting the chance.

[ Once her jacket is off, she moves her hand to his shoulders to push him back, further into the room and toward the stairs to his bedroom. ]

[ He can't exactly go up while walking backwards!! He's gonna fall and crack his skull, Em :( Especially when his stairs don't have railing!!

But he does take her hand so he can be the one to lead her up. He's slow in each step. ]

I love you. [ Another step. ] I love you when I wake up, [ Another. ] I love you when I make breakfast, I love you when I go to sleep, I love you when you're being silly and talking about the strangest things, I love you when you're drinking milk, I love you when you're playing basketball, I love you when you're cooking— [ Then, when they get up to his bedroom, he looks back at her. The smile on his face is a little nervous, too. ]

I've run out of stairs, but not out of reasons.

[ She would catch him before he fell! Though she'd end up being the princely one again. She probably should get that in check so he can be the prince all the time... though she doesn't really think of it as princely, she just thinks of it as being nice to each other since she's mostly.. just copying Akashi because he is her primary source of nice to copy, which is why she does things like scramble to open the door for him or thinks she can catch him because that's what she thinks he would do if the situation was reversed.

But that's a problem for another time. The first time he says I love you, she feels flushed, can't help but smile. The second time, third, fourth, fifth.. it's starting to get to her. Not embarrassment but... it's just sinking in more. Every time it's been said up until now, it's been a one-time thing followed with something else. It's not something she's just had to stop and absorb. Each step higher on the staircase he says it more and just in this one walk she's heard it more than she has in her entire lifetime and it's overwhelming.

She's smiling, but there are tears coming out of her eyes too. Not because she doesn't believe it or because it hurts, but because she's happy. Akashi is the first person who's ever truly made her believe that someone loves her. Mayuzumi has said it and she believes him too, but it's different. Akashi was the first person to ever make her feel safe, cared for, loved- even before they were together. And now he wants her, wants to be with her, wants her not to think of anyone else today. He loves her. He loves her. She stops at the top of the staircase to wipe her eyes for a moment, but the smile on her face is more brilliant than its ever been. ]

I love you too, Sei. I couldn't name all the reasons if I tried, sorry...

[ She doesn't let go of his hand, but she's definitely trying to wipe her eyes with both hands. She lets out a little laugh. ]

Sorry, I just-- I love you so much, Seijuro.

[ There's a small smile on his face when he realises she's tearing up. He has a handkerchief in his pocket (a little damp thanks to the ride earlier), but he doesn't take it out. He wipes the corner of her eye with a finger, and then the other. He didn't mean to make her cry!! He was just being honest... ]

You don't have to give me a reason. You show it enough, and I'm grateful for it.

[ He knows Emerald always thinks of him or wants to be with him. She cooks him food and follows his suggestions and she's changed because of him. She's even willing to throw away what life she had behind. If Emerald asked him to come to Remnant with her, he wouldn't know what to say. It's a conflicting idea, something that isn't an automatic yes. And in many ways, Akashi is glad he's not asked to make a choice.

But Emerald said yes. She chose him, and that's more than what he could ask for. Even if they didn't get together, Akashi had always wanted what's best for her. He cares for her the same way he does the people important to him. She's important, and he makes her feel important to her, too. That's enough. ]

Don't cry.

[ He takes both her hands now and leans in to kiss her. A soft yet lingering kiss, and he moves backwards slowly so he can sit on the bed and get her to rest on his lap. ]

[ Emerald isn't trying to cry!! But she follows him where he guides her, climbing into his lap without being asked. She wants to be on top of him. She's not sure why and she'll switch if he wants to since it's their first time, he probably wants to do it the "traditional" way or whatever.. but she's not going to budge unless he says to.

It's an odd feeling to be overwhelmed with emotion but still want to sit on your boyfriend's dick, okay. It's very confusing and kind of hot, and despite that she's crying she wants it even more now because she loves him so much. She presses another kiss to his lips once she's settled on top of him, both hands on either side of his head as she looks down at him, warmth in her eyes, still glistening with a little water but not as much after his efforts. ]

They're good tears. I like it when you say that, but when you say it so much like that it's like my chest fills up and overflows. I think you're the first person to.. [ She trails off for a moment. It's so different from how Cinder makes her feel, even ignoring the sexual needs and romance. She told Mercury that Cinder was her family, but here she knows what it feels like to have someone who actually cares about you. It's confusing and she doesn't want to part with the idea that Cinder means something, but there's one fact she can't deny. ] You're the first person who ever really loved me. When you say it so many times and I believe every one of course I'm going to start crying!

[ She pushes his hair out of his face with both of her hands and starts kissing his temple, his cheek, she licks his ear.. ]

Ah—

[ That was a shudder. He definitely shuddered and he's sure the hairs on his skin all stood up at what Emerald did. His breath feels shaky now, and his heart is pounding wildly in a way that it's never done before. This is strange, and almost surreal, and Akashi's pleased.

He rests his hands on her waist to make sure she doesn't fall over. And then... ]

I love you when you're touching my hair, or kissing me, or when you smile when I tell you that I love you. [ Akashi's not trying to make her cry now. He wants her to know he loves her, though. But the confidence in his words sound like he's wavering, if only because they're breathy when they escape his lips. It's a little challenging to talk with the same amount of bravado when his blood is flowing elsewhere rather than his brain. ]

[ She's not really crying as much anymore, but she is laughing a little. It's happy laughter, the kind that she can't contain except by kissing his lips to make him shut up and stop saying such embarrassing, amazing things. She loves that he keeps saying them though, but she pulls away from the kiss and moves her hands down to finally push his shirt off, having not done so after unbuttoning it earlier. When she breaks the kiss again she reaches behind herself to undo her bra hook. It's strapless, so it just immediately falls in his lap. ]

I love you when you're telling me all those things, but see.. there are these things that I want you to love me for right now. Like..

[ She wonders how much she can get away with saying without him getting mad at her for talking too dirty. They're alone though so she's going to try. She leans in to whisper hotly into his ear. ]

I want you to love the feeling of me riding your cock for the first time too, you know.

[ THAT'S TOO DIRTY. Abort, abort. Akashi's face turns just as red as his hair and he buries his face on the crook of Emerald's neck. His hold on her waist tightens by a smidgen, and he takes a deep breath before figuring out what to say.

In fact, he stalls a little. His tongue runs a lap up her neck before he places a kiss beneath her ear. Okay— he thinks?? He knows what he wants to say now. ]

I don't have the pleasure of knowing the feeling.

[ Not yet, anyway. And maybe Akashi would normally want to do it with him on top at first, but if Emerald wants him this much and wants to take control? He'll give it to her. His dick is hers for as long as she likes.

He exhales again and pulls away. With her topless on his lap, he really has to take in the sight, because even something like this... they've never done it before. He's touched her before, but to see her like this is different. The red tint on his face doesn't disappear; the colour only grows brighter when his eyes fall to her chest. He can't look away though. Part of him feels like such a pervert for looking at her like this, and yet... here he is. ]

[ Emerald is completely comfortable waiting for him to finish his mild implosion. Especially when processing means his tongue on her neck. She lets out a small purr, keeping her fingers in his hair. She runs her fingers through his hair, dragging her nails lightly against his scalp and massaging it. ]

You will. And... We've never actually seen each other naked, have we?

[ She's realizing it too. Every time they've done things together it's been while hiding in public, just enough off that they can get to each other. She slips off of his lap so she can stand up and kick her shoes off, then she undoes her button row so she can start pushing her shorts down.

At this point, Akashi will see her underwear. Which is very important because she knew they were going to get sexy today and therefore had chosen to wear a lace thong. In red, of course. Once she's down to just that and her hair ties, she turns around in a full circle to give him a good view. ]

I'll let you take these off when you're ready.

[ Definitely, definitely a good view. Good lord— he feels like such a pervert for actually liking what he's seeing. So much so that he's most likely going to imagine Emerald's naked physique when he's alone and has nothing to do. ]

Come closer.

[ But he doesn't wait. He reaches for her while remaining seated. Once he's close enough, he kisses her skin, just below her breasts before moving downward as he pulls her closer to him. He wants to pepper her with kisses all over, but he understands that Emerald probably isn't in the mood for that now, considering the situation of her clothing... or lack thereof. Once his lips touch her belly button, he slowly pulls down the garter of her panties, and pulls her down back on him once he's gotten them down to her knees. ]

I could eat you up. You're irresistible.

[ That's probably the dirtiest?! Thing he could ever say, but he can't resist telling her that. And he's totally whispering this to her tummy. He means all of her, though. ]

[ Emerald's being very forward today, saying what she wants and taking more control than she might normally. She's the type of person who puts the needs of the person she loves most in front of hers, but Sanguis gives her a slightly extra push toward just following her instincts. She's still going to fall in line with anything Akashi says, even if she may vocalize objections if she doesn't want something.

But with stuff like this, she doesn't think there's anything to object to at all. He knows what he wants and she doesn't think there's anything he could be into that would bother her. Coming closer certainly isn't something she'd object to ever, so she smiles at him as he starts kissing her body. It feels so good. She'd cooled down a little on the way here, but already she's feeling the heat again even before he says something so good. ]

Lay back on the bed and I'll let you.

[ If he listens right away, she'll move forward over him so that her privates are over his mouth so he can taste her, if he so chooses. If he doesn't, she'll be wiggling in his lap waiting for his response to that. ]

[ Akashi does as he's told. As far as he's concerned, Emerald has more experience between the two of them. She knows what she likes, while Akashi's just testing the waters. It's not like he got laid regularly when he was dating Miu, and he's also not the kind of person who humps everything he sees. Not to mention, he's only getting to know Emerald in this way now. It's a lot of firsts, but Akashi doesn't feel daunted at all.

With his back on the mattress and head against a pillow, he watches Emerald move, and is a little surprised to she where she ends up being. He guides her, though, hands on her hips. He pushes himself up so he can see her face. It's still red. ]

I've never done this before. Is that okay?

Of course. Just don't like.. bite me and it'll be fine.

[ Definitely don't bite her down there! She's definitely got a darker shade of red on her cheeks as well. "has more experience" isn't saying much. In fact, Emerald's pretty sure that Akashi has had more experience between the two of them. She's just good at pretending to be confident when she only barely knows what she's doing. She's done this once before with Mayuzumi to know that she likes it, and this is much more comfortable. They're on a bed right now and not on a timer doing things where they're not supposed to be. ]

I've never used my mouth on anyone besides you either.

[ She knows that Akashi told her to let Mayuzumi pick who would be her first, and he did, but that doesn't mean he's got dibs on first for everything. Akashi took her first kiss and her first blowjob. Her first handjob too... and her first.. whatever that was in the locker room when he fucked her thighs. She's not sure if there's a technical name for that. She's mostly just winging things.

But either way, Akashi is here now and he's so close and she can't help but stick her hips out a little to encourage him after he's pushed himself up. Please? ]

[ This is embarrassing. Akashi's never felt embarrassed when he pulled her into an abandoned bungalow or when he got intimate with her in the locker room that one time. Being this close is a little nerve-racking though, but it's just "first" jitters. Akashi doesn't usually think about how other people see him, but he cares about how Emerald sees him as a lover. That's important, because he's not a good boyfriend if he can't satisfy her.

Akashi tells himself to relax and he takes a deep breath. He can smell her given the close proximity, too. Admittedly, he's not sure where to begin, but... he follows his instinct, anyway.

His tongue drags from the bottom of her folds up, the tip of his tongue brushing faintly against her clit. There's a wash of hot breath that follows after that, because Akashi decides to pause and gauge her reaction first. ]

[ Emerald would still love him and follow him to their death bed even if he never managed to give her an orgasm in her life. Fortunately, Akashi cares enough to make sure she does get them and for that she is appreciative.

Her body tenses positively as she feels the heat of his tongue tease her, then immediately stop, as if Akashi is down there tasting and savoring a fine wine. At least, that's how she interprets it because the time after the first lick sets her face alight with fluster. ]

Wh-- what are you waiting for? Don't go savoring the taste, that's...!

[ She doesn't even know what she wants to say. It's like he's so close, tensing her up then not touching her to get her closer to release. What a tease he's being like that!! ]

[ fadslg it's not like Akashi's in any position to talk right now!! He can't say anything back or even defend himself, but it looks like she wants more. It's a positive reaction if she's telling him to hurry up...

He does it again with more confidence this time, one lap against her entrance, the tip of his tongue teasing just a little as it slips in with a slight curve. Akashi's read a little, though, having to consult the internet on how to properly use one's mouth to satisfy a woman, so he tries a little more. His tongue slowly draws a circle around her clit, soft and gentle because he's read it to be sensitive. Akashi is careful with his motions, both savouring it and to test and see if this is where she wants him to focus. ]

[ That's fine, he doesn't need to talk right now. Emerald is plenty happy for him to use his mouth for something else right now, even if she normally would be happy to listen to him talk. Right now his mouth is doing something that needs no words.

She doesn't know what it would be like for someone to be skilled at this compared to what she's experienced from her boys, but she likes this plenty even if he's going based off of book learning over experience. His mouth is hot and warm, making her practically gush as he goes to work. It's good enough when she feels his tongue wriggling around her entrance, when he starts circling her sensitive nub, she lets out a small chirp of a most moan, pressing her lips together in embarrassment at the little sound, but rolling her hips a little against his mouth in encouragement. It's a very tiny motion, held in for concern for him (she doesn't want to suffocate him after all). It really does feel good though. ]

I like that.

[ She's been with him enough times to know he's probably concerned with her too, so she tells him as much so he doesn't have to worry about asking. She definitely enjoys it. ]

[ It's not meant as encouragement, but Akashi's way of touching her more, but his hands move upwards from her hips to her waist. His fingers likely reach where her scales run down her back, but he doesn't massage that part of hers just yet. They move back down to her hips a few seconds later, and his thumbs draw smooth circles on her skin.

Emerald's approval is good, because it means Akashi's doing well in pleasing her. It's why he doubles down on the pressure. He drags his tongue up her entrance now, not just the tip of it and then presses an open-mouthed kiss to her clit. Just as his thumbs are drawing circles on her, his tongue imitates the motion.

It shouldn't hurt with the added amount of pressure, and he imagines that speeding it up a little might make her more excited. It certainly does wonders to him. ]

[ Even without him massaging, she can feel herself leaning into his touch. She doesn't know why-- maybe it's because that part of her body feels different than it does and has the majority of her life, but it always feels sensitive. She wants to feel him touch her everywhere, all at once, selfishly. A part of her wonders if it's possible to drown in someone. He only has two hands, though, so she knows she has to be patient and cherish each and every place his skin connects with hers.

It felt good. It felt too good. She doesn't know what she would do if he was skilled in this, because she can feel heat up the back of her neck, her pelvis, her core, her face. Her legs are tense and taught from the effort not to smush her hips down against his face. ]

Okay, okay, stop-- I want you inside me, stop.

[ It feels too good, she could easily let him just go at her like this and enjoy it and end up orgasming, but she knows what she wants. She wants to feel him completely. ]

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