[ This was not an expected development and it causes her to wrap her arms around his shoulders to hold on reflexively for a moment. Her cheeks are definitely going a little pink.
But also she can't do her plan this way?? She looks briefly concerned for a moment, just because she.. tends to fret when things don't go to plan (they're just usually not her plan, so that's new). She wiggles a little in his arms, then decides to try something new. ]
Okay, you can carry me but that just means I've got more time to get started early.
[ She shifts slightly to pull his shirt sleeve off to the side so she can put her mouth on his shoulder and suck on it. No teeth involved, she's careful about that, but she's 100% gonna give him a shoulder hickey!!! ]
[ He actually panics a little, stopping in his tracks and freezing up. Emerald's definitely caught him way off guard, and the discomfort he feels is at a maximum for a split second. But he doesn't feel any teeth, and he reminds himself that it's Emerald. It's okay... it's okay. ]
It's okay... [ He breathes out the words, whispering to himself. He's fine, and Emerald wouldn't do anything to hurt him. ]
I'm sorry—
[ That one's for Emerald, and he continues walking now to get on the elevator. ]
[ She went for his shoulder so that he wouldn't feel uncomfortable about his neck, but she stops almost immediately when he stops moving and rests her head on his shoulder instead, heedless of her own saliva. It came from her and they're going inside, who cares. ]
[ If given time to think about it, he wouldn't really consider it too close. It came out of nowhere though, and that's what gets him to freeze up.
He's said he doesn't want to be uncomfortable with Emerald before. That's the last thing he wants, because he wants Emerald to be most comfortable with her, too. It makes him disappointed in himself because of this, and he's not exactly sure what to do. He wants this stupid fear to be rid off now. It's been months since they talked about it but it's still there and he always thinks he's over it, but his body sure isn't.
I don't mean to be.
[ He heaves out a sigh. He's upset, but not with her. He wants to make that known. ]
[ Honestly, Akashi could put up a fuss about that but as soon as the door opens, he's antsy to get out that he only makes a passing, almost teasing comment about it. ]
That was bad.
[ But he's a little used to Emerald's pranks already!! Plus he doesn't care right now?? He sets her down once they're at his door step to fish out his key. Somehow, he's completely forgotten about Emerald's plan... ]
[ Oh good. She grins when he sets her down, waiting until the exact moment that he'll definitely drop his keys to turn him around and push him against the door, kissing him hotly and heavily for about five seconds before pulling back to say, voice dripping with intent. ]
[ His breath is definitely taken away when she kisses him, and the keys 100% fall to the floor. He doesn't even want to pick them up anymore, and it shows when his hand falls to her hip when they kiss... and it stays there.
As for Emerald's question, it totally doesn't come off to him as playful or anything. She looks like she's teasing, but he's never had a conversation like this before??? ]
Someone from the ground floor is bound to get impatient.
[ She doesn't miss a beat at him saying no to her. ]
I just want to try every new thing with you.
[ It isn't like she has ever been spanked before, it's not like she knows if she likes it. She holds the keys up in front of his face for him to take. Once he takes it she'll wrap her arms around his waist, loose enough for him to turn. ]
[ He gives her a princely smile as he takes the keys. ]
I love you. [ Even moreso now, when she's holding him like this. ] But I do want to go inside now so I'm not sharing you with the whole world.
[ And so, he turns and unlocks his door. He pushes it open before turning again to face her, and both hands rest on her hips this time as he pulls her closer while he takes careful steps backwards. ]
[ While his back is to her, she presses small kisses to his neck. She responds when he turns back again and she can make eye contact. ]
I love you, and you're the only person I've seen all day.
[ At least for today, the whole world doesn't matter. Only the two of them. She follows him in, pulling the door closed behind her before leaning back against it and trying to tug him to be the one to pin her to the door this time. ]
The people in the park saw you, and so did the people at the restaurant.
[ He definitely saw some people checking her out because she's barely wearing anything!! But now, Akashi can stop worrying about other people looking at her. 😌 It's just them now. Even though he's being selfish and excluding Mayuzumi from this, he doesn't care. Today, his focus is on Emerald and her alone.
With Emerald's back against the door, there's not much space for her to move. Akashi leans in to capture her lips in his, not at all warming her up. It's hot and passionate right away. There's no need to warm up when he's been waiting for this for so long. ]
[ She really hadn't noticed. Emerald isn't very self-conscious to begin with about her appearance, but more than that, her focus really was Akashi all day. The only exception was when they had to order food, and she can't even remember the employee's faces she was paying so little attention.
It's all about him today and she meant that, but it isn't as if it was hard to do. She wants to pay attention to him often. And she loves it when he pays attention to her, especially like this. She loves how he's weirdly possessive of her attention, she loves the warmth of his lips against hers, she loves him.
She uses her semblance again, this time to make her voice speak in his head so they don't have to break the kiss. It's important he knows. ]
I love you, Seijuro.
[ Her hands move to the buttons of his shirt, not hiding her intentions at all this time as she returns the kiss and undoes them. She parts her lips invitingly, tugging him closer with either side of his shirt once the buttons are freed. ]
[ Akashi moves closer, but his attention's shifted elsewhere. Emerald's voice in his head is almost... surreal. It's distracting, and he's stopped kissing her in favour of looking at her to figure out where the sound came from.
He knows she can make others see illusions, but was that one, too?
The rise and fall of his chest is quick and heavy, and with his skin exposed, it feels a little cold, but that's not something he thinks about now. In the end, he still breaks the kiss. Sorry, Em. ]
How did you do that?
[ They aren't in Empatheias anymore, so telepathy shouldn't be a thing... ]
[ That produces a very real whining sound when he stops. And yes it absolutely gets accompanied by a pout. She slowly sways her shoulders and chest back and forth, as if trying to tempt him. ]
My semblance. I just made you hear my voice since I didn't want you to stop kissing me...
[ But he does realise she's pouting and upset and is trying to get him to kiss her back. He does, chucking just as he leans in to kiss her on the neck. Soft, gentle, yet hungry kisses. His teeth nibble on her skin like a fish would. It's almost tickling the way he does it. And she won't have her jacket on for long, because he's running his hand down his shoulder, pushing both sleeves down her arms and off. ]
[ He can't exactly go up while walking backwards!! He's gonna fall and crack his skull, Em :( Especially when his stairs don't have railing!!
But he does take her hand so he can be the one to lead her up. He's slow in each step. ]
I love you. [ Another step. ] I love you when I wake up, [ Another. ] I love you when I make breakfast, I love you when I go to sleep, I love you when you're being silly and talking about the strangest things, I love you when you're drinking milk, I love you when you're playing basketball, I love you when you're cooking— [ Then, when they get up to his bedroom, he looks back at her. The smile on his face is a little nervous, too. ]
[ She would catch him before he fell! Though she'd end up being the princely one again. She probably should get that in check so he can be the prince all the time... though she doesn't really think of it as princely, she just thinks of it as being nice to each other since she's mostly.. just copying Akashi because he is her primary source of nice to copy, which is why she does things like scramble to open the door for him or thinks she can catch him because that's what she thinks he would do if the situation was reversed.
But that's a problem for another time. The first time he says I love you, she feels flushed, can't help but smile. The second time, third, fourth, fifth.. it's starting to get to her. Not embarrassment but... it's just sinking in more. Every time it's been said up until now, it's been a one-time thing followed with something else. It's not something she's just had to stop and absorb. Each step higher on the staircase he says it more and just in this one walk she's heard it more than she has in her entire lifetime and it's overwhelming.
She's smiling, but there are tears coming out of her eyes too. Not because she doesn't believe it or because it hurts, but because she's happy. Akashi is the first person who's ever truly made her believe that someone loves her. Mayuzumi has said it and she believes him too, but it's different. Akashi was the first person to ever make her feel safe, cared for, loved- even before they were together. And now he wants her, wants to be with her, wants her not to think of anyone else today. He loves her. He loves her. She stops at the top of the staircase to wipe her eyes for a moment, but the smile on her face is more brilliant than its ever been. ]
I love you too, Sei. I couldn't name all the reasons if I tried, sorry...
[ She doesn't let go of his hand, but she's definitely trying to wipe her eyes with both hands. She lets out a little laugh. ]
[ There's a small smile on his face when he realises she's tearing up. He has a handkerchief in his pocket (a little damp thanks to the ride earlier), but he doesn't take it out. He wipes the corner of her eye with a finger, and then the other. He didn't mean to make her cry!! He was just being honest... ]
You don't have to give me a reason. You show it enough, and I'm grateful for it.
[ He knows Emerald always thinks of him or wants to be with him. She cooks him food and follows his suggestions and she's changed because of him. She's even willing to throw away what life she had behind. If Emerald asked him to come to Remnant with her, he wouldn't know what to say. It's a conflicting idea, something that isn't an automatic yes. And in many ways, Akashi is glad he's not asked to make a choice.
But Emerald said yes. She chose him, and that's more than what he could ask for. Even if they didn't get together, Akashi had always wanted what's best for her. He cares for her the same way he does the people important to him. She's important, and he makes her feel important to her, too. That's enough. ]
Don't cry.
[ He takes both her hands now and leans in to kiss her. A soft yet lingering kiss, and he moves backwards slowly so he can sit on the bed and get her to rest on his lap. ]
[ Emerald isn't trying to cry!! But she follows him where he guides her, climbing into his lap without being asked. She wants to be on top of him. She's not sure why and she'll switch if he wants to since it's their first time, he probably wants to do it the "traditional" way or whatever.. but she's not going to budge unless he says to.
It's an odd feeling to be overwhelmed with emotion but still want to sit on your boyfriend's dick, okay. It's very confusing and kind of hot, and despite that she's crying she wants it even more now because she loves him so much. She presses another kiss to his lips once she's settled on top of him, both hands on either side of his head as she looks down at him, warmth in her eyes, still glistening with a little water but not as much after his efforts. ]
They're good tears. I like it when you say that, but when you say it so much like that it's like my chest fills up and overflows. I think you're the first person to.. [ She trails off for a moment. It's so different from how Cinder makes her feel, even ignoring the sexual needs and romance. She told Mercury that Cinder was her family, but here she knows what it feels like to have someone who actually cares about you. It's confusing and she doesn't want to part with the idea that Cinder means something, but there's one fact she can't deny. ] You're the first person who ever really loved me. When you say it so many times and I believe every one of course I'm going to start crying!
[ She pushes his hair out of his face with both of her hands and starts kissing his temple, his cheek, she licks his ear.. ]
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But also she can't do her plan this way?? She looks briefly concerned for a moment, just because she.. tends to fret when things don't go to plan (they're just usually not her plan, so that's new). She wiggles a little in his arms, then decides to try something new. ]
Okay, you can carry me but that just means I've got more time to get started early.
[ She shifts slightly to pull his shirt sleeve off to the side so she can put her mouth on his shoulder and suck on it. No teeth involved, she's careful about that, but she's 100% gonna give him a shoulder hickey!!! ]
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[ He actually panics a little, stopping in his tracks and freezing up. Emerald's definitely caught him way off guard, and the discomfort he feels is at a maximum for a split second. But he doesn't feel any teeth, and he reminds himself that it's Emerald. It's okay... it's okay. ]
It's okay... [ He breathes out the words, whispering to himself. He's fine, and Emerald wouldn't do anything to hurt him. ]
I'm sorry—
[ That one's for Emerald, and he continues walking now to get on the elevator. ]
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[ She went for his shoulder so that he wouldn't feel uncomfortable about his neck, but she stops almost immediately when he stops moving and rests her head on his shoulder instead, heedless of her own saliva. It came from her and they're going inside, who cares. ]
You're like a deer in headlights.
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He's said he doesn't want to be uncomfortable with Emerald before. That's the last thing he wants, because he wants Emerald to be most comfortable with her, too. It makes him disappointed in himself because of this, and he's not exactly sure what to do. He wants this stupid fear to be rid off now. It's been months since they talked about it but it's still there and he always thinks he's over it, but his body sure isn't.
I don't mean to be.
[ He heaves out a sigh. He's upset, but not with her. He wants to make that known. ]
I'm sorry.
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[ she can't pin him to the door while he's carrying her. she smiles. ]
But I do like this too.
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Can you press the sixth?
[ They can't go up!!! ]
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When they get to the top and the door opens, she reaches over again and slides her hand down to press every button 😈 ]
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That was bad.
[ But he's a little used to Emerald's pranks already!! Plus he doesn't care right now?? He sets her down once they're at his door step to fish out his key. Somehow, he's completely forgotten about Emerald's plan... ]
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Have I been a bad girl, Sei?
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As for Emerald's question, it totally doesn't come off to him as playful or anything. She looks like she's teasing, but he's never had a conversation like this before??? ]
Someone from the ground floor is bound to get impatient.
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[ She's so caught off guard for a second by his response that it totally interrupts her flow. ]
I was going to say if I've been bad you should spank me, it's a-- it's fine, you don't have to spank me.
[ But she does kneel down in front of him now to pick up the keys. She definitely takes her time though. ]
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[ He takes a deep breath in after that. Jesus, Emerald??? ]
I- I don't think I can do that.
[ Not his kink :( [
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[ She doesn't miss a beat at him saying no to her. ]
I just want to try every new thing with you.
[ It isn't like she has ever been spanked before, it's not like she knows if she likes it. She holds the keys up in front of his face for him to take. Once he takes it she'll wrap her arms around his waist, loose enough for him to turn. ]
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I love you. [ Even moreso now, when she's holding him like this. ] But I do want to go inside now so I'm not sharing you with the whole world.
[ And so, he turns and unlocks his door. He pushes it open before turning again to face her, and both hands rest on her hips this time as he pulls her closer while he takes careful steps backwards. ]
Finally.
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I love you, and you're the only person I've seen all day.
[ At least for today, the whole world doesn't matter. Only the two of them. She follows him in, pulling the door closed behind her before leaning back against it and trying to tug him to be the one to pin her to the door this time. ]
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[ He definitely saw some people checking her out because she's barely wearing anything!! But now, Akashi can stop worrying about other people looking at her. 😌 It's just them now. Even though he's being selfish and excluding Mayuzumi from this, he doesn't care. Today, his focus is on Emerald and her alone.
With Emerald's back against the door, there's not much space for her to move. Akashi leans in to capture her lips in his, not at all warming her up. It's hot and passionate right away. There's no need to warm up when he's been waiting for this for so long. ]
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It's all about him today and she meant that, but it isn't as if it was hard to do. She wants to pay attention to him often. And she loves it when he pays attention to her, especially like this. She loves how he's weirdly possessive of her attention, she loves the warmth of his lips against hers, she loves him.
She uses her semblance again, this time to make her voice speak in his head so they don't have to break the kiss. It's important he knows. ]
I love you, Seijuro.
[ Her hands move to the buttons of his shirt, not hiding her intentions at all this time as she returns the kiss and undoes them. She parts her lips invitingly, tugging him closer with either side of his shirt once the buttons are freed. ]
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He knows she can make others see illusions, but was that one, too?
The rise and fall of his chest is quick and heavy, and with his skin exposed, it feels a little cold, but that's not something he thinks about now. In the end, he still breaks the kiss. Sorry, Em. ]
How did you do that?
[ They aren't in Empatheias anymore, so telepathy shouldn't be a thing... ]
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My semblance. I just made you hear my voice since I didn't want you to stop kissing me...
[ Like he just did!! 😖 ]
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[ But he does realise she's pouting and upset and is trying to get him to kiss her back. He does, chucking just as he leans in to kiss her on the neck. Soft, gentle, yet hungry kisses. His teeth nibble on her skin like a fish would. It's almost tickling the way he does it. And she won't have her jacket on for long, because he's running his hand down his shoulder, pushing both sleeves down her arms and off. ]
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Which then results in her bouncing on her heels impatiently, restlessly, as he kisses her neck. It tickles and sends electricity through her veins. ]
You have to say it if you're going to complain about but getting the chance.
[ Once her jacket is off, she moves her hand to his shoulders to push him back, further into the room and toward the stairs to his bedroom. ]
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But he does take her hand so he can be the one to lead her up. He's slow in each step. ]
I love you. [ Another step. ] I love you when I wake up, [ Another. ] I love you when I make breakfast, I love you when I go to sleep, I love you when you're being silly and talking about the strangest things, I love you when you're drinking milk, I love you when you're playing basketball, I love you when you're cooking— [ Then, when they get up to his bedroom, he looks back at her. The smile on his face is a little nervous, too. ]
I've run out of stairs, but not out of reasons.
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But that's a problem for another time. The first time he says I love you, she feels flushed, can't help but smile. The second time, third, fourth, fifth.. it's starting to get to her. Not embarrassment but... it's just sinking in more. Every time it's been said up until now, it's been a one-time thing followed with something else. It's not something she's just had to stop and absorb. Each step higher on the staircase he says it more and just in this one walk she's heard it more than she has in her entire lifetime and it's overwhelming.
She's smiling, but there are tears coming out of her eyes too. Not because she doesn't believe it or because it hurts, but because she's happy. Akashi is the first person who's ever truly made her believe that someone loves her. Mayuzumi has said it and she believes him too, but it's different. Akashi was the first person to ever make her feel safe, cared for, loved- even before they were together. And now he wants her, wants to be with her, wants her not to think of anyone else today. He loves her. He loves her. She stops at the top of the staircase to wipe her eyes for a moment, but the smile on her face is more brilliant than its ever been. ]
I love you too, Sei. I couldn't name all the reasons if I tried, sorry...
[ She doesn't let go of his hand, but she's definitely trying to wipe her eyes with both hands. She lets out a little laugh. ]
Sorry, I just-- I love you so much, Seijuro.
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You don't have to give me a reason. You show it enough, and I'm grateful for it.
[ He knows Emerald always thinks of him or wants to be with him. She cooks him food and follows his suggestions and she's changed because of him. She's even willing to throw away what life she had behind. If Emerald asked him to come to Remnant with her, he wouldn't know what to say. It's a conflicting idea, something that isn't an automatic yes. And in many ways, Akashi is glad he's not asked to make a choice.
But Emerald said yes. She chose him, and that's more than what he could ask for. Even if they didn't get together, Akashi had always wanted what's best for her. He cares for her the same way he does the people important to him. She's important, and he makes her feel important to her, too. That's enough. ]
Don't cry.
[ He takes both her hands now and leans in to kiss her. A soft yet lingering kiss, and he moves backwards slowly so he can sit on the bed and get her to rest on his lap. ]
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It's an odd feeling to be overwhelmed with emotion but still want to sit on your boyfriend's dick, okay. It's very confusing and kind of hot, and despite that she's crying she wants it even more now because she loves him so much. She presses another kiss to his lips once she's settled on top of him, both hands on either side of his head as she looks down at him, warmth in her eyes, still glistening with a little water but not as much after his efforts. ]
They're good tears. I like it when you say that, but when you say it so much like that it's like my chest fills up and overflows. I think you're the first person to.. [ She trails off for a moment. It's so different from how Cinder makes her feel, even ignoring the sexual needs and romance. She told Mercury that Cinder was her family, but here she knows what it feels like to have someone who actually cares about you. It's confusing and she doesn't want to part with the idea that Cinder means something, but there's one fact she can't deny. ] You're the first person who ever really loved me. When you say it so many times and I believe every one of course I'm going to start crying!
[ She pushes his hair out of his face with both of her hands and starts kissing his temple, his cheek, she licks his ear.. ]
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