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[unhappy]

You say that about everything except tofu.

[ She's joking.



...Maybe.

Everything is too oily for him. ]

I'm okay.

[glorifies]

If it's fried tofu, I have to take it in moderation, too.

[ even though he doesn't want to... but it's true. Everything is too oily for him. He's a fragile boy :( ]

[unhappy]

Yeah, but you wouldn't notice until it's too late, like with the bacon wrapped tofu. It's cute.

[ It's cute how excited he gets about his favorite food... ]

[glorifies]

Cute that I get headaches? Emerald...

[ He's a little concerned here. ]

[unhappy]

Not that part! It's cute how excited you get about your favorite food.

[ Not the sick part! ]

[glorifies]

You should see Murasakibara when you talk to him about candy.

[ The big baby literally drools just thinking of it... ]

[unhappy]

The only time I talked to him was in Amegahara. There was a little crystal fox yelling at him for making a mess. I brought the trash can to him.

[glorifies]

What did the two of you talk about?

[ Akashi hopes they got along! ]

[unhappy]

You and your friends, mostly. I had to remind him who Chihiro was when explaining who I was.

[ He didn't remember who Mayuzumi was.. ]

[glorifies]

Murasakibara said you were nice.

[ That's good enough for him! ]

[unhappy]

I don't know about that.

[ She doesn't think she did anything nice.. ]

[glorifies]

You don't believe him?

[unhappy]

I'm not a nice person, you know that.

[ She can't even stop herself from mildly bullying Akashi all the time. Nice isn't a word she would use to describe herself. ]

A lot of people make that mistake when they first meet me. I'm not surprised.

[glorifies]

You've changed, you know. You're not the same person from when we first met.

[ Some parts definitely haven't changed, but it's nice to see Emerald more happy and more trusting of people. He shifts a little in his seat so he can wrap his arm around Emerald's waist and pull her close to him. ]

I suppose it wouldn't be right to say you're very nice, but you've learned to work with others and socialise. Don't you think that's an improvement?

[unhappy]

I already knew how to do that, I just don't like to when there's nothing to gain out of it. It's annoying because I know most people wouldn't do the same for me if I needed it. Offering real help is more inconvenient than anyone's willing to put themselves out for when it comes down to it, and knowing that makes it hard to want to be genuinely "nice" to anyone.

[ She sits up a little bit after he pulls her closer, only because she's feeling a little awkward. ]

But I guess I'm less.. angry about that, than I used to be.

[ It's more like.. she's found that it's not true of everyone, so she's more willing to take a chance. She's more willing to forgive the general world because of people like Akashi and Mayuzumi. ]

That's an improvement.

[glorifies]

I've changed a little, too. I think... I'm a lot more relaxed now compared to how I was before. Do you agree?

[ He seems to think so, anyway! Parts of it are good and parts of it are... well, maybe good, too. He was just too uptight before. ]

[unhappy]

Yeah. Braver, too.

[ He really caught her off guard when he wanted to go to Amegahara even though it could be dangerous, after how he reacted back in Empatheias when they were cornered by the rebels. ]

[glorifies]

I— I wouldn't say that.

[ He looks away and proceeds to finish his steak. There's just a small piece left! ]

[unhappy]

We had problems in the GIGAs and there were monsters on the way and your didn't hesitate. I thought you had turned yourself away from exploring and adventuring completely. You're braver, even if you don't see it.

[glorifies]

[ Akashi thinks about it for a moment before he rests his head on hers. ]

I suppose, if that's how you see it. I don't really know what spurred me to go, really. We're in a different environment now, so I thought it would be okay.

[unhappy]

Unknown is way scarier than something you know and can plan for.

[ She smiles softly and enjoys the feeling of good head against hers. He's taller when they sit because her heels don't do anything sitting, she notes. ]

good head huh

[glorifies]

You were with me. Mayuzumi-san, too.

[ :T so there!!! He doesn't really see himself as someone brave when frets and worries about so many things... ]

But I'm glad you see me that way.

My phone knows what's good

[unhappy]

[ Being brave doesn't mean you don't fret and worry, it means you don't stop yourself from acting because of frets and worries! And Akashi has gotten better at that, she thinks. At least a little. ]

Doesn't that just mean you find strength in us? There's nothing wrong with that.

[glorifies]

[ She's not wrong. Akashi feels his chest sink a little. ]

Mm, it does. I can't imagine being in this world without you or Mayuzumi-san, either.

[ He'd be so devastated.

Anyway... they're done eating. Akashi wants to rest for a few more minutes before getting up, but he signals for the waiter to get them their bill. ]

[unhappy]

[ Her either. She really doesn't know what she would do if she lost either of them... She doesn't want to think about it.

She also just wants to take a nap cuddled up against Akashi's arm like the poster child for PDA. ]

Can we just stay here and nap? I don't want to move.